lately it seems like all the days just seem to melt together into weeks... and in turn those weeks simply pass by in a disoriented pattern. everything seems to be moving in slow motion. yes, Celsa is going to be whiny today... deal. so as suddenly as everything was being tolerable and at times downright peachy, things just bother me now. im not ( Read more... )

i

hate

myself

[insert one big fat bold period (.) here]

i just had one royal mind fuck - both yesterday and today.

Eric is coming over in like an hour or so.... good. i need it. bad

fuck it

im a loser

and now im done feeling sorry for myself

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return

tehehe.... im supposed to be doing Physics research, fuck that ( Read more... )

yeah. so i go to check my email and theres like 44 new LJ comments - all from Scott ( Read more... )

so yes, i went and put up yet another Amy Lee icon.... so shoot me - im obsessed. ill take this time to point out just how obsessed: i have two copies of Fallen, two burned CDs of the other stuff (thats Heathers fault), the string quartet tribute to Evanescence, a giant poster on my ceiling, and many other pics of Amy on my walls...... ::cough:: ( Read more... )

well i havent been online in months.... argh so much to say and so little time ( Read more... )

yeah ugh ive gotten someone pissed off at me ( Read more... )

lets see if i can say all i need to say in very little... ::deep breath ( Read more... )

im still pretty much dead to the internet world... moreso the whole world to be more specific, but thats all chill with me i guess.... i do miss talking with a few people online, but eh, we cant always get what we want right ( Read more... )

WEEE FUCKING HOOO

good things happen to those who wait

i am so gone

::does Sexy Monkey Avenger happy victory dance around the room::
da-da-da-DAAAAHHH

i just dont know anymore....

ok im spent