Bad dreams

[amethystrse]

I keep on having these bad waking dreams. They're kind of like a day-nightmare (as opposed to a daydream). I have this terrible feeling something is going to happen to Frankie. I keep on envisioning him dying. Not so much how he dies, but what happens after. The guys in uniform showing up to the house, the kids and I trying to make ends meet,

Comments

[caninepawprints]

Take out a life insurance plan in addition to the one provided by the military. You'll receive enough money to take care of yourself and your children for a couple of years until you figure out a game plan and get back on your feet.

[mischiefiable]

I am not thinking anything is going to happen to him while he is away. i am thinking that he is going to be terribly missed by you and in your heart it is going to feel like something akin to death. You will be alone woth the kids and not have that little bit of backup with them that lets you sometimes take a breath. Your mind is overpreparing you for when he leaves because it senses your anxioty in the situation...

By the way "Hi!" I stumbled across your journal while randomly chasing shiny's ...

Can you add me?

[amethystrse]

Hi Regina. Thank you for your words. :)

I don't really use this journal anymore. I use another one, but since I just woke up I can't remember the name. ROFL I only posted in the other one a few times. I should put a link on this one.

Sure I'll add you. (and if I can't find the name of the other one I guess I'll start posting on here.)