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[amethystrse]

I haven't posted in a while. At least it feels that way. The past few days I've been on edge. Just generally angry at everyone and anxious about everything. Then I realized, I'm also seriously craving chocolate. Geee....wonder what's coming

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[deb90]

Find peace within yourself and everything will be perfect.

[amethystrse]

I'm planning on going on a nature walk today after the kids leave for school. It always helps to calm and center me. There are these beautiful trails through a canyon near my house. So that's where I'm going to go.

[ravensong]

Maybe not think of it as a way to make money? Just think of it as doing something you enjoy?

Regardless, good luck with it all. You're a talented artist so I know it'll all go well :)

[amethystrse]

I'm trying. There are a lot of reasons why I'm nervous. A few of them have to do with details that aren't coming together. Little things that are no big deal. Another thing is that I'm agoraphobic and really afraid that my anxiety will be too high to cope.

I can't live in fear. So I'm pushing forward.

[writtenoutloud]

i'm ag too. try to give yourself breaks as needed and let yourself know you can take a break to take care of yourself. feel things out. give yourself time to get comfortable in a new situation...

[amethystrse]

Yeah, maybe when there's a lull I can ask the woman at the booth next to me to watch my stuff while I and the lock box take a walk outside for a few minutes.

[writtenoutloud]

think of it as practice...

i know what you mean--i get all freaked and have anticipatory anxiety so bad before events.

[amethystrse]

Glad I'm not the only one. What do you do to cope?

[caninepawprints]

Aunt Flo is coming to town! HIDE! *dives under the bed*

[amethystrse]

That's probably a big part of it. I'm craving chocolate which is usually the first sign. Though my PMS insanity isn't usually this bad. lol