I haven't been on LJ for, like, a month...and it's intimidating to come back, because so much has happened (not with me) but there's so much to read ( Read more... )

I'm overwhelmed with feelings of guilt and sadness. I'm getting a new (used) car. I'm cheating on Fatty McGee. Even worse, I'm leaving her all together for a younger, more attractive car. Fatty and I have been through so much together. She's been with me through so much, so many transitions in my life. I learned how to drive stick with her. ( Read more... )

I'm not going to write much. I'm coming home on Thursday. But i will write this: I love you guys so much it hurts to miss you all the time. I'm really fucking excited to see everyone.

Good News!! I just bought my plane ticket home for Christmas/New Years. Dec 21-Jan 4. And my family's having a graduation party for me on the 23. Woo-hoo. Speaking of graduation. Ah. I haven't done jack all semester. And now I'm freaking out. They actually expect you to work your last semester?? What kind of bullshit is this ( Read more... )

So, as I woke with my sickly, sickly coughing fit this morning, I tried to ignore my lungs and think of a happy place. And then. Decorating Christmas cookies popped into my mind. Frosting, sprinkles, sugar cookies. Then I began to ponder what everyone was doing for the holidays (chirstmas, new years eve) and I wondered if I was going to get to ( Read more... )

Okay here's a short, but long overdue entry. Ben and I broke up last weekend. And part of me definity feels like I made a huge, terrible mistake. That's the part that's all sad and lonely. And missing seeing my best friend in Asheville everyday, going to bed with him every night and waking up next to him every morning. BUT. I think it's for ( Read more... )

Ben and I were watching the news the other night and some country woman lost her dog named "Cooter." And she kept saying "I'm just so happy to have my cooter back in my arms." Which we thought was pretty funny.

So, it's happening all over again. My good friend Meta died yesterday in a car accident. Yes, she was a good freinds of mine from Fridays. Yes, this is way too soon. I found out yesterday and immediately had a panic attack. This is just too hard. Putting two friends to rest in two months. And I'm begining to think Fridays is cursed. Which ( Read more... )

Here's the lowest low. I really am going to hell. A crackhead wanders out into the middle of the street and I don't see her as I'm turning. And I hit her. With my car. And she goes flying up on the hood of my car. And the dirty comestics she's carrying go every where. Her pink comb lands in my car. And she's in the middle of the road, ( Read more... )

Here's the awkward momment of the week ( Read more... )