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i can't go cold turkey. anyways i was in the smoking room in the dorms and some people were lighting at that buddha shit. but i had nothing to say to them cuz i don't smoke anymore. i wanted to join in, but i know that stuff ain't good for me. neither are ciggies but ciggies don't make me feel paranoid. That's right folks, i was a paranoid ( Read more... )

smoking that is. I have quit for a couple of hours now. I won't reveal my method until it actually works. but basically i have thoughts, and those thoughts are powerful. that's all i have to say about that. if you're interested in quitting too give me a holla.

whats up people?

hammer my bones on the anvil of daylight yo
says beck
i know sanskrit

fresh and so clean

I am happy to say that the semester is almost over, and I can finally chillax with the school shit. I will be able to dance around in the sun, and have picnics by myself.

shit someone sent me adware i'll have to fix it damnit

here i am 21 in amherst. isolated and frustrated. i have a menial job and i go to school in the town i grew up in. i have been single all my life and i don't have a wife. nor do i want one. This is not for you to read, this is for no one. But please go ahead and read it if you want. I am not depressed am I getting older? I have fewer and ( Read more... )

Here it is the essay I promised. It was written way back in the day, I was a freshman in college trying to transfer from Umass ( Read more... )

This song is sweet and sad. with lyrics like, "Maybe somewhere I could be free ( Read more... )

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