To finish my update, yesterday went to Miss Paxon and saw my Ky Ky aka the most awesomeness, gorgeous, wonderful girl I know up on stage. Man oh Man, I was so proud of her, you have no idea! She was robbed so bad. But in my heart she won and she knows that she should of won and that's all that matters. She IS Miss Paxon no matter what. Ky Ky, you ( Read more... )

Whoa, who knew such a simple thing would be such a huge lesson.. being honest is the best thing in relationships. Who would of thought? That's how it should be..

Hmm.. what has been going on in the life of moi. It seems like my whole life has been one big emotional rollercoaster. So it's officially over and done with, so gentlemen that means I am single again. I feel so split in two. Part of me is relieved that it's done with. I mean come on ever since the whole "I Love You, fill in the blank," incident ( Read more... )

.. in dire need of Dashboard Confessional and John Mayer..

While attending the lovely Joe Cocker concert tonight, I came to the realization that he is not a guitarist. I have no clue why on earth I thought he played the guitar but I swore that he did. I feel like my whole life is now a lie.. shame. But let's just say that for an old guy he puts on a pretty good concert. Man oh man, those middle-aged people ( Read more... )

Well due to the lack of good grades on my report card I am officially grounded from life. No phone, no aim, no hanging out, no cheerleading.. no nothing. Well my mom had a parent teacher conference with Ms.Crews today.. she said that she knew I was intelligent and was capable of doing the work but I need to apply myself. My mom also had a little ( Read more... )

I don't know what to think, even feel anymore.. I thought I knew how to protect myself, allow things to not get to me. I thought I could build walls up and tear them down at will.. boy was I wrong. I want to build this huge butt wall around my heart once again but for some reason I'm still on the first brick and I can't get rid of this feeling, ( Read more... )

scratch number ten and eleven off the new years list..

New Year's Resolutions ( Read more... )

Couple changes this year ( Read more... )