wow so this vaca was not really what i had expected. i'm worked like 30+ hours just this week at the great iga haha. i've been opening lately, it def sucks getting up that early on vacation !! it seems like my only friend even while i'm here is still derek. i saw brit the other night, we were both dropping off brothers at the same time. it was ( Read more... )

ahh i'm so tired right now. i took both of my finals today even after the fire alarm going off at 3:30 am. standing outside for almost an hour while it was snowing in the early early morning was NOT what i had expected to do the night before my first college finals. i miss everyone from home. almost sweet 16 for my brothers ! i need to go to bed. ( Read more... )

Yayyy !!! i'm moving !! :o) i can't wait !!!!!! no more um.. what's her name ? haha kas !! soo .. this weekend went pretty well, uhh well until today. today has def sucked. *SORRY*  i hope it will just get better on wed when i can go home. i won't ever have to leave derek for a long time like this again. :) def exciting !!

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!! :o) just one week left of classes then i only have to take 2 finals and i will be going homeeee for CHRISTMAS !!!! it's snowing AND derek's on his way down here !! how could i not be in a good mood right now !!

sorry that this was so pointless.  is there anything fun going on this weekend ??? let me know !

<3s xoxo

well i got my hair cut today and i just remembered that i never posted a pic of me without my braces sooo ... here it is !!! :) i hope you like it !!


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hi lindsay ! hahaha :) wow so i'm taking a break from studying. seems like it's all i've been doing this week. derek and i weren't getting along very well earlier but we got it all figured out and i can't wait for him to come down here tomorrow !!! kas and rach are gettin trasssshed tomorrow night, i hope they come and see me cuz they're so funny ( Read more... )

i want to go back .. ..to how it used to be.

i don't like this at all. WHY do i do this to myself.

i miss you.

please.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i could die from the words that you say.

just bend the pieces of till they fit. like they were meant for this. no they weren't made for this.

was it worth it when it was over?

so. i've decided i really don't like many of the people that live on my floor. too much drama going on there. derek spent the past weekend with me so he could take his tests and we could go to the open house. that was fun. i hope he has fun down here. i talked to my mom for a while tonight. we're celebrating my dads bday this weekend because i won' ( Read more... )

if only you were here, instead of just in my dreams.

( haha if i wasn't completely bored at work all the time i would never do these ! )

i always have the best weekends with you. wow, i never thought this could be real. i am so awake right now, the whole time thing messed me up badly. i have to get up in less than 5 hours to go to work. that is going to suck haha. i've been trying to figure out my classes for next semester, this is sooo hard. i miss you babe. THURSDAY :) i can't ( Read more... )