FUCKING LIFE!!!! or death.....

[amigari_rakurai]

I cant take this shit any more... I want to die... EVERY time things seem to be okay someone else has to stand up... I feel as though im climbing a mountain to reach chris, to be with him happily, but there are so many who dont want us to be, it just keeps getting worse and worse... i just want to curl into a ball and die... some one kill me... Im

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[wolfshighpriest]

God won't save you, child, you have to save yourself.
There's a lot of hell out there, whether you want it or not, and if you want to be with Chris, or anyone else, if you want to do anything, you'll have to drag yourself through every inch of that hell. If it's worth it, do it. If it's not, really, truly, not worth it to you to pull yourself through hell to live and move on with your life, I will affirm you in whatever it takes for you to avoid that hell. But if living is worth the hell, live.

[majintrunks]

Boy...reading just that, Carter, reminds me of how wise beyond your years you really are. Yeah, you can be childish and immature at times..but, hey, which of us can't? But, yeah...even if Jodi doesn't thank you, I do. She's come to mean so much to me, that it hurts to read what she wrote..even if it was written a somewhat long time ago, and has lost most of its' effect. So, yeah...I love you, Jodi.

Whoa.

[wolfshighpriest]

*wide eyes* Wow, I feel special now . . . *glances at Jodi* And I shouldn't be the only one, by the looks of it.