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[amiii]

i'm not sure what it is i'm lacking, what it is i'm lamenting, what it is i'm in dire need of. note i said NEED; this is more than want. i NEED it because it's absence has left sore hole of nostalgia and heartache. i've found, from work, that the state of boredom resembles depression. and now i find prolonged nostalgia likewise resembles depression

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[megunyoubomb]

**HUG**
i know this feeling. all to well. knowing that it will never be the same again yet longing for how it was, yet it will never be. nor should it be. it was a time, a brief moment. yadda yadda...sorry.
Amy i'm so glad that i'll never have to say goodbye to you and that you will always be there. well one day we will but i know that we will remain friends despite everyting.
i really do miss you.
soon...
love ya

[amiii]

i miss you too. i've started planning our senior citizens r.v. trip. how does arizona sound?
jk.
hmmmm.... maybe for a brief time, but.. we'll see. i'm not giving up on it. i'm giving it to the Lord instead! i want something new. maybe in vic? maybe a few years down the road. it's too much in my heart for me to leave in the past (unless the Lord tells me to).
oh megs, did you know venere broke up?
they may have a final farewell show.
anyway.
i miss you too.
i have letter makings to send... what's your 96th ave address?
awww.
i'm home right now.
you'll be home in a week.
then you'll come to visit me.
and we'll laugh and sing and dance and cry and... red badger.
hahahah.
i miss you.
see you soon, beloved best friend.

Hey

[curt_squad]

Ya I know the feeling of missing something that once was. I even miss the way the music was back in the day in Victoria. I was never divided. Now it is. Rarely would you see Hardcore bands play with punk bands or Emo with punk. All the kids now just stick to there own scene. Back in the day it was not like this. like in 97/98 the scene was rad and everyone had a good time. Not to say that it's not fun now. It's just different. The allages scene is pretty much dead here. So lame. But the Bar showsare Rad. So many good bands come here now. ANyways you should check out some shows here sometime. Theres not much of a christian scene but Theres a rad hardcore/punk scene. Well ya not much more to say. Ya I hope all is well on the mainland. Why do they call it that anyway? Oh well
Later Curt

[crowchild]

"i can paint, draw, write, take half-decent photos, even sing or dance if i had to. but i cant make music. i dont want to. it's not mine. it's too precious and miraculous, i just have to watch and take it in. i cant try, i dont really want to understand it. i just want to appreciate it. i just want to love it and need it. it's beyond me, so all i can do is stand in awe of it. it is awesome. music is awesome.
i dont get it.
i just want to love it."
wow. i could have said that. seriously. maybe not in the exact same way, but i could have. weird hey? yeah. i feel that too. not that it's the same, because I wasn't a part of that vancouver based music scene you refer to, but I feel the lack of artistic community around me constantly. although QV's and dance are sometimes a slight outlet for me. i miss you amy hales. what are you doing on moday, tuesday, wednesday mornings? those are my free times almost all the time. let me know. we should paint and have tea and jsut hang out. i wish you still lived upstairs. haha.

[anonymous]

Hey amiiii:
I hear ya. I feel that way every time I come back to Vic... it was home at one time and now it's jsut not... and everyone's changed and things aren't what they once were... so yeah I get it. I miss you.
mary

I MISS YOU

[littlestarsong]

hi.

I emailed you at your mxpx adress, do you still use that one? I don't know . . I wanted to tell you

1. hi

2. i miss AmY HaleS and your wind-blown-ness

3. that's all. you're great (times a billion)

amy amy amy . . . let's take pictures and talk late at night and drink tea and talk about music and walk downtown and PAINT and draw together when I come home okay? okay.

(sad face with a happy heart)(happy face with a sad heart)

Chenelle

ps. hey guess what i got bored and started a new blog for the heck of it www.hesaydshesayd.blogspot.com