i know it sounds really mean, but i cried enough ( Read more... )

he stood me up
thats it last straw
we're over
no more tears, no more heart ache
it doesnt even hurt anymore
i have other things to worry about
i don't need this right now
yay! single again

my day yesterday ( Read more... )

saturday was awesome cuz senses fail was BAD ASS!
they put on a good show.

reasons to celebrate this week
DEC 5- one year that i got my baby boy- Dash
Dec 6- one month with my super awesome BF
Dec 7- my 18th Birthday!

by the way my birthday is in exactly seven days.......can you say WOOHOO!?!?!

its like the more i am with him, the more i care about him, im not saying its love cuz its too soon for love, but there is definately something more than like. i cant go five mintues without thinking about him, i cant go on even five minutes without even saying his name and as soon as i leave him, i miss him. i havent felt like this in a VERY LONG ( Read more... )

im super mad, and i feel really bad at the same time. i feel like i am busting my ass and killing myself, for no fucking reason. its like all my hard work doesnt get me anywhere, im stuck at the bottom of the fucking barrel. i feel really bad, ive been taking it out on josh, and none of it is his fault. im just really thankful that he is patient ( Read more... )

18 more days and i turn 18 woohoo!!!!!!!!

im gonna go see senses fail!!!!!
yay and im going with my chicken butt!
awww que cute!!!!!!!!!!

he is like the best boyfreind ever!!!!!!!!!

he makes me happy :)