yeah...

[amindforhate]

So the clock keeps on tickin and it's nearin another year. Next month I turn 25. Kinda weirds me out coz I'm alot further ahead in life then I was this time last year but I'm still miles from where I want to be. I got my own place, an awesome girl to share it with, 2 dogs that terrorise my couch, a kickarse job... but that's the problem I guess, my

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[overtheview]

It's just something you'll have to adjust too. You've gone from being settled alone with your home and work life to now being a couple where you cant always focus on yourself. It's weird that things are so different but you'll get back on track it's just a matter of balance. Maybe you need to be tougher on yourself and make sure your in bed on time so your not so tired. I dont know you haven't really specified why it is that your not performing at your best. If you've let go of your routine abit all I can suggest is to toughin' it up again. Bec knows the baking environment I'm sure she'll understand, well I hope she will. Who knows maybe your priorities are changing because your entering a new faze in your life. WHOOOOAAAA SPOOKY!

P.S you smell............sorry couldn't resist

[amindforhate]

It's not life with Bec that's changed things, it's all the other shit. The shit that I know I should be back in counseling for. I mean, I doing things at work I know I shouldn't, things I would normally (and have previously) told off apprentices for doing. I duno, it's like my commitment has gone out the window. I wish I could have the same attitude as marc (health/family/friends/work) but I'm not in the same professional position where I can do that. I duno. Yeah, my routine has changeed and I'm a little more tired now that I'm spending my free time with Bec but I love her and don't wana change that.. at least not to an extent where it's gona affect our relationship. Fuck, I'm just rambling here. Sorry, just got home from work and yes, I do smell and I'm goin to have a shower now.

[reignisover]

"he's quagmire.. quagmire.. giggety giggety giggety giggety giggety giggety goo!!"

[amindforhate]

I'm sure there is a reason for that family guy quote but I'm fucked if I know what it is!?! :s

[reignisover]

it was a random quote.. i just watched that episode.