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[amir_llysiendar]

hello again... I hate living here... my grandfather is acting like an asshole again. He hasn't eaten anything more than a couple of bites each meal for a week. Also he refuses to eat any veggies since I went to Chicago. Tonight they had Greens and Fish. He could eat the crunchy fish but the greens hurt his gums to eat them... yeah right... and then

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[desiree777]

I simpathize, dear Keegan. How bad was the root canal? Also, when your grandfather dies, what will become of the farm? I don't so much mind if the cows are sent somewhere else to be milked, but you guys must keep the land out of the developers' hands. It seems all land is being scooped up there in town to build something new on it. I wish it was more convinent for you guys to keep the farm the way it is... it's really neat. Anyhoo, feel better.

[amir_llysiendar]

I dont really know what is on his will. I guess that at least part of the land will go to my relatives several of which are in the contracting buisness...

The root canal wasnt too bad though... I will hate having my wisdom teeth out though.

[ragnarok17]

If I were in his position, I would no longer want to exist here either. I dont think it is wrong of you to wish a peaceful end for a man who obviously dislikes being in the state he is in.

While he does act the way he does now, you should try and remember what he was like before he had the stroke. What he is like now isnt really what he is like, so try and remember that.

I cant really understand it all that well, because I havent had to experience that, or know anyone like that.

[amir_llysiendar]

one tries to remember the way he was and you can for the most part. the only bad thing about doing that though is that you want to treat him now the way you would have before the stroke and you can't. He is mentaly at about the level of a depressed 4 year old that behaves badly.

[goddessmillenia]

I would probably wish that too, even though it will be sad. It's obvious he doesn't want to be here anymore. He probably hates himself. Although I think you should turn yor outbursts of anger towards other family members. Those SOB's need to act like they're really a part of the family. How much would it hurt staying with him for a few hours. Really now?

[amir_llysiendar]

I agree I mean some of them have the excuse of working, but then some dont Kelly Jo who is only related by marriage sits with him when she can but she was busy... She helps alot more than the rest of them put together excuses or not