2012
It's a little disbelieving to look at the calender and take in it's 2012. It seems like just yesterday the years couldn't flow fast enough and now I wonder where all the time has gone to...
So, in the face of time's acceleration, and that I'm not getting any younger, I seriously rethought my 'New Years Resolutions'. I don't make them, ever. I think it's a waste of time making promises to yourself that you never keep, and you know you're never going to keep. You don't need to wait till the beginning of a new year to make a change to your life.
So, I took a step back and re-evaluated my life at the end of February.And no, it had nothing to do with it being the 29th. It was just a moment of startling clarity and understanding that I really have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I mean, I'm studying for a degree and I know what's expected of me career wise. I've been working on and off on some original writing pieces but never have completely finished anything that I would show to someone else.
So goals: to actually finish and try and publish something I've written. Write more. Be more social. Graduate.
Stop trying to be more of me rather than what people expect me to be.
To know where I stand when it comes to my family, religion, friends and a relationship.
Don't break hearts by leading them on.
Don't get my heart broken.
To be able to look in the mirror and not hate the person staring back at me.
So, in the face of time's acceleration, and that I'm not getting any younger, I seriously rethought my 'New Years Resolutions'. I don't make them, ever. I think it's a waste of time making promises to yourself that you never keep, and you know you're never going to keep. You don't need to wait till the beginning of a new year to make a change to your life.
So, I took a step back and re-evaluated my life at the end of February.And no, it had nothing to do with it being the 29th. It was just a moment of startling clarity and understanding that I really have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I mean, I'm studying for a degree and I know what's expected of me career wise. I've been working on and off on some original writing pieces but never have completely finished anything that I would show to someone else.
So goals: to actually finish and try and publish something I've written. Write more. Be more social. Graduate.
Stop trying to be more of me rather than what people expect me to be.
To know where I stand when it comes to my family, religion, friends and a relationship.
Don't break hearts by leading them on.
Don't get my heart broken.
To be able to look in the mirror and not hate the person staring back at me.