I can't wait to come home. In the mean time... I HATE EVERYTHING. Why? I wish I knew.

12 more days! 12 more days! 12 more days!

I can't WAIT!!

<3me

Yo no puedo parecer luchar mis sentimientos de está entumecido. Ha tomado y no se echará atrás de lo es las convicciones. Supongo que tal terreno propicio no existe en esta vida. Sin el cambio constante de emociones, los sentimientos parecerían mediocres. Necesito un cambio. Necesito sentirse. Necesito no sentirse nada ( Read more... )

What a week... what a month... what a year... this has been ( Read more... )

Once again consumed by inconsistency, I attempt to come to terms with my tendency to be an emotional roller coaster ( Read more... )

Why the fuck am I consumed daily by delusional bitterness manifesting by the moment in my mind? It's like I'm a fucking island of hatred constantly belittled by the larger and much more sufficient surrounding continents. They're all happier... they're all smarter... they're all full of love and compassion... and surviving in the joys of technology ( Read more... )

I'm not happy here...
I'm not happy there...
Why bother being anywhere?

"Distance myself from the things I'd like but everyone has something I need ( Read more... )

"I wish I could buy back
The woman you stole..."

Yesterday was a day of a changed pace. How was it that on a Sunday I was not consumed with bitter sadness? Perhaps my emotional schedule has been placed on delay, for today is Monday and I am painfully unproductive and preoccupied ... to be continued...