i hate it times a million. i tried to quit and he wouldnt even let me...who does that ( Read more... )

eee, today was ok. I DIDNT WORK!! YAY!!

we went to the mall. i didnt even find a dress. or a bathing suit.

school was ok except for ap art history which i feel like im going to have a nervous breakdown in.

tomorrow should be boring. and hot. but thats ok.

then friday we have an assembly. yay! then its the weekend. YAY!

i want to take a nap. i ( Read more... )

i love nick.

last night was fun. and!!! i actually slept afterwards.

so ian is actually very mean. (when youre intoxicated and in an altered state)

doug thinks he can always finish ANOTHER one.

kevin says he quit as hes lighting the lighter. (5 or 6 times)

kris is exciting. L shaped!

nick has a book that says secret things (bad things) and im not allowed to ( Read more... )

hmm, where to start?

ok since everyone else is talking about it: the 15 minutes thing- im glad i wasnt there. i would have been crushed for a while if i saw that. and even though all of you say you wont ever drink and then drive again it will come up eventually and youll be too drunk to say no - thats just how it works- so just DONT drink if you ( Read more... )

so im going on day 3 of no school and im thinking ok, i dont feel good and im going to sleep until at least 12..no..things arent easy like that, so i dont sleep at all during the night i keep waking up and sitting up and switching positions and turning around and its just not a good time. as it starts to get brighter i fall asleep...im probably ( Read more... )

i'm very excited!! i did my background and such all by myself.

i'm hungry. we have nothing to eat in my home.

i want to get a digital camera so we can take a lot of dumb pictures.

my head hurts. i hate school.

so last night wasnt that great- except for the mustang and the grand new idea of GHETTO SHOOTS AND LADDERS (and when we say 'shoots' we mean with a gun)...

I LOVE YOU IAN...youre just the best ever. you deserve an award of some sort.

last night made me realize i have no best friend, or real friends at that, because if i didnt have nick WHO would ( Read more... )

hmm.. i hung out with kris last night, thats always pleasurable.( not pleasurable like casual sex in multiple positions, but close. )((not that i know about casual sex in multiple positions))

i have to work today. i like work sometimes because i get to watch movies. but then i hate it because i have to be there and i feel like im missing out. im ( Read more... )