uhhhhg fuck this. i'm fuckin sick of dealing with this shit. i'm so fucking insecure about every aspect of me. the way i look, how much i weigh, how tan i am. i don't give a fuck what people think... but i just hate me so fucking much. i know that sounds like an oxymoron but to me it makes sence. i've been in such a horrible mood it's not even cool ( Read more... )

well... i'm home now. and michigan was quite fun actually. me and kirsti had a killer time up there... even though it was hot as hell! it's normally really cold up there. we climbed under waterfalls and got our butts all full of sand and we took TONS of pictures. a lot of us just being us. but a lot of pictures of the waterfalls too. we had some ( Read more... )

this is depressing. i'm leaving for up north tomorrow morning for all god damn week. and i don't really wanna go... because it's cold up there... like COLD kind of cold. "freeze-your-ass-off-in-the-middle-of-summer" kind of cold.

meh... but i made another color bar :) woo hoo go me! it's one of ( garfield )

yay! my first colorbar ever and it happens to be FELIX!

my 2nd most favorite cartoon cat...

( Felix )

well... today sucked until the end of the day. this morning i didn't do much but clean. and then i made lunch at like 3 and i had one piece of pizza cause i didn't think i was that hungry but i was so i went back in the kitchen to get another piece and it was gone... haha sucks for crystal she's gonna get so sick... oh well. sucks for her. and yea ( Read more... )

yea yea yea... i know i keep switching journals and shit... but hopefully i'll keep this one :)

anyways...

a lot has happened since my last update in the other journal but i don't care to go into detail about anything cause i have a headache and i'm tired as a mofo... so here's some stuff that's new...
-i have a boyfriend! :) ((8/18/04)) love ya ( Read more... )