Pairing: girl!sam/dean winchester
Warnings: wincest, het, NC-17
Summary: Pre-season. AU where Sam was born a girl. Sam is about 16 and Dean 20. Sam is growing up and having ‘new’ feelings for her brother. He notices but pretends nothing is going on, and then things change dramatically…sorry, I know I suck at summaries! Hope you like my spn fic! Please review! :-)
Disclaimer: don’t own them
Chapter 13:
It was Friday evening and she was back from the diner. She’d gotten a ride home because Dean was supposed to be working late and she felt truly relieved. That meant she could spend a few hours by herself without having to keep her guard up all the time.
She thanked Julie for the ride and, when she walked inside the cabin, she was immediately met by the mess she’d left in the morning. She dropped her book bag letting go of a sigh, and started cleaning the place up.
She was done with the living room and her bedroom rather quickly, so she busied herself with the kitchen. She’d turned the tv on to keep her some company and was singing her lungs out to some silly song, and didn’t hear her brother parking the car outside.
A few minutes later, she looked at the kitchen and smiled. She was almost done, all that was left was putting the glasses and bowls she’d just washed back in the cabinet, and then she’d be able to take a long hot shower and relax.
She sighed, grabbed the glasses, and put them back in the cabinet. Then, she took the bowl and the box of cereal left on the counter in the morning in order to put them away. The shelf was too high, and she had to stand on tiptoes. She still couldn’t reach it, though, and she probably needed a chair, but she decided to try one more time so she stretched her body as much as she could. It was then that she felt a pair of strong arms hooked around her waist and a firm body pressed against her back. She almost dropped the bowl and instantly turned her head around. Not that she really needed to, she knew exactly who it was.
“Hey, Sammy,” Dean said resting his chin on her shoulder.
“Hey, Dean,” she replied nervously not knowing what to do. She was trapped in his arms and there was nothing she could do about it. She wouldn’t go anywhere unless he wanted her to.
He noticed her uneasiness and smiling to himself he added “Let me help you with that” taking the bowl from her hands. He put it in the cabinet without letting go of her and then put his arm back around her.
She was too shocked to do anything and he was well aware of it. So, he held her tighter until there was no space left at all between them and whispered in her ear “had a good day, princess?” while he lovingly brushed his nose against her cheek.
“Uh huh,” was all she managed to say still shocked and frozen in his embrace.
“Good,” he replied leaving a trail a soft kisses on the sensitive skin behind her ear.
He kept kissing her neck and tilted her head carefully with his left hand so that he could have better access to that soft spot of bare skin. Next, she felt his lips parting and his tongue slowly stroking her skin. It felt warm and wet and, oh, so good!
She slowly began to relax in his arms and enjoy his expert kisses and caresses until it was almost too much to bear: an electric jolt went through her spine and she felt a familiar warm sensation building inside of her. She was speechless and trembling in his arms so caught up in the moment that she didn’t notice the soft moan that had just escaped from her lips. However, he had.
He smiled to himself thinking “yeah, I knew she wanted it too” and noticed she was holding her breath. He reluctantly let go of her and took a few steps away. It took her a few seconds to realize he wasn’t holding her anymore and when she turned around, all flushed and out of breath, she saw him leaning against the doorframe.... He was biting his lower lip and looking up and down at her.
She was breathing fast and her face was completely red with embarrassment and want. Not that she’d admit it, but that was exactly what it was. She looked at him for a second and turned around almost instantly. She couldn’t face him, not now, not after what had just happened.
He stared at her hour-glass figure for a short while, trying really hard not to wrap his arms around her and take her right then and there on the counter. He couldn’t help the smile across his face as he told himself “yeah, she’s almost there, just a nudge in the right direction, and she’s all mine.”
She could feel her heart pounding inside her ribcage and she was almost breathless. She couldn’t look at him, not now, her current state was too obvious and he’d instantly know what was going on with her. But then, she thought that standing there, almost leaning against the counter, might be interpreted as an invitation, so she took a deep breath trying to hold herself together and turned around.
However, to add to her surprise, he wasn’t there. She wondered where he’d gone and her question was quickly answered by the sound of running water in the bathroom. “Good, he’s taking a shower, at least that’ll give me a couple of minutes to think.”
She was surprised by the way she’d reacted to him. Well, to tell the truth, she wasn’t entirely surprised. After all, she’d thought about him in an un-brotherly way before, and on more than one occasion. She remembered all those times she’d touched herself thinking of him, wishing her hands were his and wondering what his lips felt like on her skin. At least, now she knew. Boy, it was amazing!
No wonder those girls he slept with always came back asking for more. She remembered that blonde that had come to their motel once. Sam was too little to fully understand what was happening back then, but now the whole scene played again in her mind and she got it: that girl had practically begged him to have sex with her, one more time. Wow, Dean must be really awesome in the sack!
She just couldn’t believe it. She thought she was over him and here she was thinking of him again, wondering what he was like…in bed. Besides, she was seeing Jim now, who was a really good boyfriend and, well, really hot, too. So, why had she reacted that way? Why had she felt that want a few minutes ago? And, above all, what was Dean up to? Why was he doing these things to her?
TBC
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