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[amles80]

I had a good weekend with my writer friends. This time was special because there were things to celebrate. We’ve all written novels, some of us several, or collections of short stories or poetry, but now, one of us, Marie, will get a book published!! Like, seriously, for real, a real serious publishing house!! It’s so cool. :) So we had cakes (made

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[frosted_flower]

I don't think that you should talk about "fault". It is what it is. And your feelings are just as real as everyone else's even though they might not be able to truly lead somewhere, if you know what I mean. After all, I think, if you were able to seduce him and he would leave his wife for you, then he would not be the man that you love him for being, so ... Moment 22.

I think that it is really great that you have him in your life as he has obviously helped you to evolve and feel more confident and such in many ways ... but yes, I too find it sad that you give your heart to someone who can't receive it the way you need it to be received ...

[amles80]

Thank you! And yes, that is true - more or less anyway... but yeah, I wouldn't want him to be any other way.

[magic_potion]

I get the feeling... I feel like that too. Like there's a hole, like I have failed in life or something like that. That I have made it myself. I have had opportunities that I haven't seen at that moment, but only later, and feel regret for not taking them. I have given my past, the bad things, a role where they decide things for me. I know it's normal and everyone does that, but people who don't have bad things in their history don't get like this either. If I remember correctly, you have been hurt in the past too. Acting like you do naturally in such a situation is normal. It's annoying, and it's restrictive, but it makes us who we are. The only way around it is to reflect and see what we are doing. Therapy has helped me a lot in that.

[amles80]

Thank you, I'm glad you understand me - but also sorry that you're able to relate to my feelings so well, if you see what I mean...

To reflect and see what we are doing, yeah... in a lot of ways, therapy has made me see things more clearly, too. Past and present. I guess falling in love with your therapist is not the ideal situation, but *shrugs* what can I do...