Wish you were here
Title: Wish you were here
Pairing: Akame
Rating: G???
Genre: angst, fluff
Warning: no beta!!!
disclaimer: They are not mine!!!! TT-TT!!!! no one in Johnny's is mine!!!!
summary: Love can break the heart...
AN: based in the song Wish you were here by Avril Lavigne, requested by lapuzelo
Wish you were here
Kame’s POV
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it’s not like that at all
There were times, when laughing was so easy, don’t you think? Of course you think like that…you also think that people miss all those little things that would make them smile, those little things that you miss the most.
There’s a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You’ve just walked through it
What are you feeling? Loneliness…it seems…but, why do you feel so alone? You have the guys, you have rehearsals, there’s no time for anything else, there’s no time to feel alone…but even though…you feel like that, it is like there’s something…or rather someone missing in your life.
And I remember, all those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
And just like that, you remember the person who is missing in your life, it’s impossible actually, no matter how hard you try…he is your heart…he is your all, and you miss him like hell.
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
You miss the way he talk, the way he would hug you, warm you up…the way he would smile just for you. God, now you would love all the silliness from Gokusen 2, the way he would force you to wear a jacket because of the cold, the way he would cling to you, feeling guilty because of Hayato’s “hate” for Ryu.
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
But that has changed, he is not here anymore and you can’t really do anything to bring him back, he left the group for good, he is in America and you won’t stop him from leaving his dream…the only thing you can do is supporting him…and that…somehow…kills you a little every day.
I love the way you are
It’s who I am, don’t have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss
If he was here with you, he would be asking you non-stop for the reason of your tears, something like “Who do I have to beat up?” or stuff like that…he would die if he knew that you are crying because of him…and you just wipe your tears, driving while crying your heart out is kind of dangerous.
All those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
Even if people think that you don’t care, you do. You will always care, about his health, his success, his dreams are your dreams, it would break your heart if he doesn’t made it…but you have faith that he will become the best.
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
There are a hell a lot of things to miss about him…which frustrates you, you were so used to having him around. Even in the darkest times of your relationship, the time of Nobuta wo produce, although he was mad at you, he would care if you were eating enough food, if you were sleeping enough. No matter what, he was your protector, your warm blanket.
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
This is hell, you think. Maybe you did something in your life before this one, so you are paying with loneliness, a broken heart, and tears that don’t seem to stop since he left.
No, I don’t wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go
Knowing he was leaving and not being allowed to bid your farewell at the airport was the worst, but the truth is…you are kind of grateful…if you had gone…probably you would have made a scandal, crying, asking him to not leave you. You would have broken down there instead of your apartment and that would have been the new of the century.
No, I don’t wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go
But…you just refuse to let him go, to let go of your love for him, even when it’s killing you inside out, you love him. The photos that you have taken since your youth till the last time you saw him are all over your room, you can’t let go of those happy memories, there were the best times of your life, it is difficult to have to let go of something so precious.
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
You don’t hear anything besides the thud the phone makes, you are nervous but you couldn’t help it, you are going insane with this…
“Moshi moshi” you hear on the other side and you froze. It’s been too long since you hear that voice. “Hello? Kame?”
It is weird to you at first, but then you remember, he has your number saved. The minutes seem eternal till you finally talk.
“I miss you” you say…not the first thing you would have liked to say…but that’s how you feel.
You meet with silence and, you think that you screwed things by letting that little thought leave your mouth…you were about to hung up when you hear his voice again…
“I miss you too” he said…and you felt like crying again.
It seems that you both wish for the same thing.
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
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