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Jan 15, 2012 01:33


HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDD It's been sooo long since I posted something...not fanfic related lol!

waa I feel so...tired XD and kind of...frustrated? at my uni...I miss my high school D:! even if it was way more difficult...
I miss the warmth, the simplicity (?) the comfort TT-TT!
BUT! today I started my french course...again XD! I am back at the same level lol! I am happy~ I am back at my highschool~
*kind of lol* BUT it's too difficult e.e! it's been too long! and I have focused more in english since some time ago D:! 
8 months without hearing, reading nor writing a language can be MORTAL! and that's how I feel about french e.e!
I know enough to not be at basic 3 but I don't remember enough for basic 4...but I do know some stuff...SO...I am in the middle
AND what makes it more painful (?) it's that I don't understand what the hell the teacher is saying! my hearing for french sucks! DX
I understand better if I am reading it e.e! CONTEXT! and! if the torture is not enought...I am the oldest in my class D:! 
*but I think...I look too young for my age xD* 
Either way...french...painful right now e.e! and I already embarassed myself DX! waa torture e.e! DEMO! I like it, so I'll give my best!!!

Now...more rambling...my uni teachers are...INSANE! I-N-S-A-N-E!!!! we got full of stuff to read! to write! TO DO! even thinking seems painful DX it doesn't matter if I LOVE to read, what they ask is IMPOSSIBLE! for godness sake! each teacher asked us like 5 books...
5 FREAKING BOOKS! last semester we didn't read that much...and NOW THEY ARE ASKING US TO READ 5 BOOKS PER SUBJECT?! WTF IS THAT?!

ahhh...these are the times I ask myself..."Why the hell I didn't listen my parents and just study an engineering!!!! I miss maths TT.TT I miss numbers!!!! TT.TT too much reading stuff!!! *goes and cries in a corner*
damn it! Why do I have to love this thing so much? e.e! damned the day I decided that human behaviour was interesting! e.e!!!!!!!

Either way...now...I am trying to not break down for this...It haven't even started DX! so...
That's it :3...for now D:!

school, random

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