...& i got a digital camera. so, im a happy girl. yes yes.

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? my eye makeup. i dont like mirrors ( Read more... )

"& theres no blame
for how our love did slowly fade
& now that its gone
its like it wasnt there at all
& here i rest
where disappointment & regret
collides
lying awake all night."

when did we get to here? & how do we go back?

so i have a four page paper i should be writing. & then i have sixty pages of reading i should be doing. plus, another paper (one page). all of this is due tomorrow. i have class for three & a half hours tonight. & what am i doing? sitting on my behind, eating burger king while on the computer. sometimes i amuse myself for a short while & then i ( Read more... )

i just feel like curling up with lots of blankets & some coffee & fiona apple playing softly in the background. wouldnt that be nice. i feel as though ive been over-exerting myself...yet, i havent. so try to figure that one out. my classes are starting to stress me bits & pieces, but i believe im doing well. im sick with a cold & the headaches & ( Read more... )

"dont go" i heard those words in an almost scream as her death grip choked my fingers solely, as if she was violently cherishing each one. & then... "you cant." this time a whisper. nearly audible. but not quite. she looked beautiful as she always had, but i couldnt let this matter anymore. i wanted to say im sorry, i wanted to hug her & smell her ( Read more... )

but it was nothing more than a white tiny tissue looking nothing. to shred through the blood & the veins, push past the organs, rip apart the heart. she couldnt find anything but blank. & she forgot the last time she could remember herself as a person. with human emotions & pain. she forgot that heart of hers could beat & that brain could be ( Read more... )

this bitch is in fact stealing shaunas long-ass survey. the lengths i go to rid myself of boredom ( Read more... )

these classes are totally going to kick my scrawny butt. besides that, im happy today. this requires a round of applause. tonight im hanging out with kelly. i am SO excited for this. nacho, movie & pre-birthday celebration time. so very giddy is me.

due to the boredom that relentlessly consumes my life, i stole this from shauna<3 ( Read more... )