Day before my birthday..... wonderful. 2morrow I have to put on a happy face and smile and be hyper. I so don't want to. But it's manditory now. Grrr....

The hair dye didn't work as well as i wanted it to. Gunna have to redo it. Shit.

WOOT!!!! BEST FUCKING DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!

666 Baby!!! FUCK YA!!!!!

Everythings so blah right now. Nothing's really happening but it feels like it is. Sounds weird i know but thats just how it is. Like my b-days comin up and i really don't give a fuck. Maybe a year ago i mighta been excited maybe even a couple months ago. But i'm just not. I don't get what the big deal is any more. It's nothing that exciting. The ( Read more... )

It hurts that i don't know anything about you.

Sinking ( Read more... )

Camping trip on the 17-19 and then on 20-22 got a wedding to go to. English essay due 23 and then 26-28 Anime North. woot..... god i'm already too tired for this.

I think i'll try bringing back some bad habits. Might help a little. Fuck people who don't like it.

Hurts to live, to smile, to hide everything.
To remember and feel the pain, the emotions that come with it.
Hurts to open my eyes in the morning.
To breath and to be surrounded by people.

Why does it always happen like this? Always the same. Someone will say something and it'll set me off. It'll start the cycle of retracing everything. Remembering each line. Each mark ( Read more... )

Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy..... holy crap..... stop spinning people!!!!!!

Scuze me, must go pass out before i have to go to a friends party, gah... i think i'm gunna be sick. DAMNIT!!!! HOW DO YOU GET THE ROOM TO STOP SPINNING

If he hurts her..... i'll kill him.