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[amontillado1976]

So late last night I felt all the threads that I so intricately have sown together over my life beginning to come apart. Lying there in my room struggling to keep myself together I heard my Father say ......Why do you fight so hard dear child to hold onto things of old when I am here to make things new... I laid there and wondered, why do I? It

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[quierodios]

*hugs* That's a beautiful picture.

[samisgodsgirl]

Amen sister, Amen, you had a beautiful moment with God and I feel blessed that you shared it with everyone. Thankyou.

[amontillado1976]

Thank you ... How did your move go?

[samisgodsgirl]

The move was frustrating, we had problems all day, but we are here now, i'm relaxing and it's all good, i'm not regretting the problems at all now. Thanks for your well wishes.

[1traveler]

It may be worth it to examine why you're afraid to let God heal your hurt. What are you believing to be true (about God) or (about your pain)that isn't? Then worship, rehearse all that you know to be true of God's character, read through some of David's worship psalms and then come back to the question. How can you not trust Him who is Holy, Merciful, Kind, Just, Gentle, Abundant, True, Powerful, Loving, Savior, Friend, Lover, Father...

I remember a time when I was afraid to ask God to reveal things I needed to let go of because I was afraid I'd be so totally overwhelmed by the things He revealed. I told Him I was afraid and He assured me He'd be gentle and He was. We handled one thing at a time, and never more than I could deal with. It's always a little painful to clean out the wound, but in the end the healing is worth the price.

[amontillado1976]

I am not entirely sure what I am afraid of, part of it is the fear of being overwhelmed. You are correct in what you stated, its time to let go of past hurts. There is a part of me that is looking forward to letting go and being free.

Bless you !!