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[amorepermusica]

I don't really know what's going on right now.


Obsessive. about my body.
Scared. of the near future.
Alone. without him.
Hurt. and feeling un-cared for.
Determined. to do this.
Frustrated. with it's control over me.
Annoyed. by simple minds.
Sick. all over.
Damaged. on the inside.
Yearning. for something uncertain.
Needing. love.
Wanting. him to go out of his way for me.
Isolated. no one gets it.
Devalued. feeling worthless.
Weak. my body hurts.
Craving. sanity.
Desiring. lust.
Dehydrated. and dry.
Unsatisfied. with everything.
Fatigued. falling out.
Despairing. I need some help.
Selfish. throw me a pity party.

I need some help.

I need some flowers.

I need some sweet nothings.

I need some walks in the park.

I need a hand to hold.

I need an arm around my shoulder.

I need a kiss on the cheek.

I need my hair twirled.

I need to be told I'm beautiful.

I need to get over this.

It's so hard.