i feel awfully anxious right now.

if i had the right lips to kiss you i would. (what does that even mean?) it means that my hips are aligned with my ears and my fingers count one through ten, but i am still unable to move sometimes. and even think ( Read more... )

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i like to sneeze really hard, it is satisfying in the way it makes the back of your throat feel ( Read more... )

so this morning i went into my art building to go work on photography.

BUT.



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i'm really confused about what to do ( Read more... )

Found:
a bunch of leaves paperclipped together
about 16 soggy newspapers
white berries
chocolate chip muffins

Things that needed to be found (but were not):
white flowers
soil
answers
blueberry muffins

something i find (almost) everyday:


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critical mass was a very great thing to be a part of, so many more people showed up then i thought would, and all (but a few) people were very sincere. tonight was probably one of the best i have had here, i just felt like i belonged a bit. but you know, i still dont know if i want to stay, one boy in particular is telling me to get out as soon as ( Read more... )

journals make me feel like im exposing myself. i dont know how it can make me feel relieved while im writing, and then when i look back, i'm embarrassed. my face gets so red when im embarrassed. No one really understands me here- i miss connections. i really do love the Fall and falling(with a lower case f) asleep under blankets and drinking warm ( Read more... )

i am reaching a little bit, i hope i don't make a fool out of myself.
(or just feel like one.)

i got caught in a rainstorm riding my bike home from art class. it was alright.