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Welcome to today.
It started bad.
And is going to worse.
I could barely sleep last night.
It was way too hot.
The fan wasn't enough.
The windows brought in humid air.
Light clothing-no change.
But finally exhaustion came over me and won the battle of sleep vs. heat.
Tossing. Turning.
Wake up.
Too early.
Still hot.
The blinds banging on my window sill.
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Hey.
I know I always say this.
It's been awhile.
So much has happened that I don't know where to start.
So I won't look back.
I'll just start now.
I'm going with my Grammie to get my nails done.
Then I have to clean my room.
And then we're going out to dinner.
Should be an interesting day.,
We'll see!
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Oh the things he does to me.
And when I think about those things, I that I can do is smile.
And I just can't stop.
But soon, too soon, the smiling will stop.
He is leaving me.
And I am going to miss him dearly.
More than he could ever imagine.
More than I'm sure I even know.
I will soon begin to miss the little things.
The glances, his smile, his laugh.
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Well my dearies, thus far it's been a great weekend. And I'll tell you why:
-I got straight 1s at State S&E.
-BG and I are having a "weekend truce"
+He's so stinking adorable
-I have a call back for Les Mis tomorrow.
-I'm being considered for the roles of Fantine, Eponine, and Madame Thenardier
-I'm going to a surprise birthday party today!
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Well, here I sit in Mr. Hiatt's 6th hour class in the computer lab.
I can't handle Joel anymore. Officially.
Wait until I get home and can let it all out...
Just you wait.
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I gave up.
I just didn't see the point in ruining everything for my feelings and self esteem.
So I apologized. I told him that I would basically take all of his crap without complaint.
This shall be my cross to bear.
I've given up on the one cause that I felt soooo strongly about.
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I don't know what to do anymore.
I tried this time to do something for myself. And as things generally do for me, it blew up in my face.
And it sucks. A lot.
It's just that I'm fed up with his crap that I deal with day in and day out. It's not fair that I should take the blame for everything.
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6th Hour:
Is really really boring today.
I can't hear, PLUS, we are just dinking around on the comps today in the lab.
It's terribly boring. I mean stocks are only so much fun without Joel.
And I can't hear anything. UGH!
I just did a silly survey for the district. It made me laugh. A lot.
Now I'm just praying for the bell to ring like now.
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Twenty-Four Hours...
24 HOURS.
I don't know how I'm going to do this.
It's tough already.
Trying to explain that I can't hear you to my little brother was like death.
I've tried it twice now.
"You're gunna go to deaf?"
"Can't you just take those off?"
Yes. I am going to go to deaf. And no, I can't take them off.
I guess it's just my cross to bear.
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