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The funny thing is I was just yesterday thinking about how proud of myself I was. How unusually optimistic I've been over the past few days, considering everything that's happened. I had a mentality that everything would be alright.
Is this a test?
Because after last night I lost every bit of optimism I had left.
Is this a test?
Because after last night I lost every bit of optimism I had left.
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Bad luck happens. Bad things happen.
im sorry life is hard right now.
im sorry that i cant do anything for you
but be a friend.
im sorry if ive hardly been that as of lately
i just dont know what to do
or what to say.
i never really do when it comes to giving advice.
all i can do is listen and give subtle lines of encouragement
but all too often i feel trite.
i have a feeling your tired of it.
and thats understandable.
i know that your tired of seeing my face sometimes
and that too is understandable.
i dont know.
i never really do.
-chinaman
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I don't know what I've done to make you feel this way but I'm sorry. You've done nothing but be a dear friend to me and I love you for it. Don't get my shitty moods mixed up with any other sorts of feelings because I'm just having a rough time at the moment. You help more than you are aware of I'm sure.
I'm sure things aren't always easy for you so maybe it's time I suck it up and be the better friend.
Thank you for everything.
I adore your face.
Love always,
Jodes
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