So I finally wake up! I've been in bed since around ten I was so drunk I couldn't even make it to the bonfire party. Thinking back I had one duece of green apple smirnoff, a colt 45, one captain morgans parrot bay new drinks, about 5 shots of vodka, another reg sized 6 pack smirnoff, and some cigs. And by god around that time me and crystal were ( Read more... )

Tear me apart
put me back togeather
rip out my heart
and start it all again
over and over
You knock me down
and im falling for you
crawling towards you
Im lying on the floor waiting for you to help me up
Yet you push me away

I believe all your lies
like I am hypnotized
The pain is surreal
My heart doesn't want to feel
because soon I will make my ( Read more... )

Lets see.. Whats new? I have drinking issues! Not only me but my friends alltho I think mine may be a little worse when I feel up to it. I smoked weed twice this week because it was free. And I chain smoke marlboro menthol. Soon enough My health will be gone to shit and down the tubes! Power to that. Oh and I broke up with my gf yesterday. And I ( Read more... )

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My relationships always suck...

It's almost 3 A.M. and im still in my fit of insomnia. Newports don't help much since they arent my preffered brand. Choke Choke!!! My g/f is going away for a week to a week and a half which is good because we sprend to much time togeather (yes thats possible) and at times she can be nerve wracking. I really don't feel like writing much more so, I ( Read more... )

Life isn't what its cracked up to be

CHAOS Complete CHAOS

Its 666,

I broke up with that slut April, yay!!! I date her ex friend? Shes way better. April is a fucking nut case. Shes been like stalking us n shit. I'll write the whole story later maybe?

Silverstein
Smashed into pieces

Never Again.
I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine.
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead,
you'll realize what you did to me.

[Chorus]
And if my lungs still let me breathe,
Would you be there for me?
If I can make myself believe,
I'll give you back what you took out.

No, I won't let it go.
Douse myself ( Read more... )