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[amphigory]

You there.

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[anonymous]

Sometimes you post about how stressful college is for you, and I wish I knew what to say; most of the time I don't say anything. :/ But I hope next semester's better for you.

Also, hee, we became LJ friends in the most random way, it's kind of cool that we hit it off and have been friends for so long since, and still comment semi-regularly on each others' LJs. ♥

That's all.

[amphigory]

Aw, thanks very much. My college ramblings are more just a way for me to spew my inner thoughts, so don't worry about saying anything. :)

I'm glad we are friends, too, whoever you are. You are probably extremely kickass, and therefore, a definite asset to my friends list.

♥!

[anonymous]

I think I have been sexual abused when I was young.

I vaguely remember it happening, but I cannot figure out if it was a weird dream or if it truly happened.

[amphigory]

If you truly feel like you have been abused, of if you think you are repressing memories, then you should talk to a therapist. They can help bring up memories that you may be covering up. If you believe that finding out would help you, then I really think you should talk to someone about it. It may make you feel better and help you understand why you are the way you are if you can fully understand your past.

I hope nothing bad happened to you. :(

Sorry, I'm creeping these after I commented.

[bianca_fiasco]

I started getting flashbacks of being molested when I was about 6 or 7 years old. Don't go through that alone in your head. You really should talk to someone whether you know if it was real or not. I've been in therapy off and on since I was 15. I'm 22 now. It really does help, to a certain degree, to get those things off your chest that you can't share with people you know. It also helped me come to terms and learn how to cope with those memories and thoughts I was having.

I'm posting using my username. And if you ever want to talk to me or browse my entries, etc. Feel free to add me.

[anonymous]

I'm constantly lonely. When I do on the rare occasion go out with friends, I'm only left feeling more lonely than before.

[amphigory]

:( I am lonely as well. I get that "alone in a crowded room" feeling a lot. Maybe I just can't relate to people; though truly, I want to. Otherwise I wouldn't complain about being lonely.

[anonymous]

I'm incredibly jealous of your smarts and your work ethic. I am almost sure that if I had at least that in my life I would be able to life with myself.

I still mull over modes of suicide in my head, but I've been able to hold back googling it for now. Once I found a way and saved it on my computer. I've redone my HD since then, but I kinda wish I still had it.

[amphigory]

Ok, firstly, my work ethic is absolutely nothing to be proud of. ] know that it sounds like I do a lot, but honestly, I don't do half of what I should do. My GPA isn't near what it should be, and I've yet to impress any of my professors with my exceptional scientific talents. In fact, I am quite sure that whoever you are, you are doing better in school that I am. I am absolutely serious in this.

Secondly, if you ever feel like you are near a point where you don't want to live, you send me an e-mail immediately, ok? jacksinferno @ gmail . com. You can do it anonymously, or whatever. But you do deserve to live, whatever you may think of yourself. I have famously low self esteem, and I won't lie, sometimes I think it would be better if I didn't exist at all. But these hard times are not forever, and dying is. I'm glad you erased your hard drive. I'm serious, just talk to me, or someone else you trust. I respect and admire all the people on my friends list, and you are no exception.

♥

My Captcha: "assamese mcgovern"

[anonymous]

I reeeeeeeeeeeallllllllly wish you lived close to me. I whole-heartedly believe we would be IRL BFFS.

ASSAMESE!!!!

[amphigory]

Me, too, bb. We'd tear up the world, tbph.