WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME ABOUT THE END OF TRACK 13 ON THE GCH'S ALBUM???
I wrote this yesterday....and then I forgot to post it.
Today has been a turbulant day.
-I have been fighting with my best friend all day long. and it's been killing me. I just want her to be ok, and she was misconstruing everything I was saying. But, in her defense, I was being very harsh. I can be very harsh when I'm frustrated and upset and disappointed. Hopefully, she'll be ok. That's all I want for her.
-I talked to me other best friend today. I miss her so much I seriously feel like my other half is missing. Hopefully, I get to hang out with her on Thanksgiving Break.
-I'm working all of thanksgiving so I can get as much money as possible. I'll have a few hours to spend for dinner. I was almost in tears when my mom said she didn't know if she was going to come home for thanksgiving. I already have to spend the holidays without my dad, which I'm dreading probably more than anything...but I just need my mom to be with me sometimes.
-I'm very torn and disappointed. I don't know how to tell someone who says such sweet things about me that I don't want to be with him that way. I'm disappointed that someone that sparked my interest is so utterly confusing.
-I got to see Matt, H, Bobby and Nano. We had a nice visit. Wish I got to see the pittsburgh boys a little more than that. But whatever, they didn't come to hang out. I'm excited for their new music. I love Bobby's voice.
all in all...combined with the coldness and the rain..and the dog I've been walking this weekend not eating and being so sad...I just kind of ended up mentally exhausted. and in a very sad mood....
And then. Then I got this message on myspace that seriously just turned my mood around:
hi my name is hannah(obviously) and i'm really not trying to be super stalkerish. i'm friends with lydia russo&lauren price and a long time ago i was stumbling around lydia's livejournal and i came to your site and every now and then i read your livejournal. again,srsly not trying to be stalkerish. but you are really incredible. and strong and the kind of person i'd just always want to be around. i think i saw you last night at panic! (were you there?) and i was going to say hey but then remembered that you have no idea who i am. but! i just wanted to say hi because you are pretty sweet at life. and you do pwn.
I'm honestly so touched. Thanks Hannah if you're reading this. :)
Dear Dee,
I'm addicted to Sudoku and GCH. I blame you.
thanks!
:-D mee
Today has been a turbulant day.
-I have been fighting with my best friend all day long. and it's been killing me. I just want her to be ok, and she was misconstruing everything I was saying. But, in her defense, I was being very harsh. I can be very harsh when I'm frustrated and upset and disappointed. Hopefully, she'll be ok. That's all I want for her.
-I talked to me other best friend today. I miss her so much I seriously feel like my other half is missing. Hopefully, I get to hang out with her on Thanksgiving Break.
-I'm working all of thanksgiving so I can get as much money as possible. I'll have a few hours to spend for dinner. I was almost in tears when my mom said she didn't know if she was going to come home for thanksgiving. I already have to spend the holidays without my dad, which I'm dreading probably more than anything...but I just need my mom to be with me sometimes.
-I'm very torn and disappointed. I don't know how to tell someone who says such sweet things about me that I don't want to be with him that way. I'm disappointed that someone that sparked my interest is so utterly confusing.
-I got to see Matt, H, Bobby and Nano. We had a nice visit. Wish I got to see the pittsburgh boys a little more than that. But whatever, they didn't come to hang out. I'm excited for their new music. I love Bobby's voice.
all in all...combined with the coldness and the rain..and the dog I've been walking this weekend not eating and being so sad...I just kind of ended up mentally exhausted. and in a very sad mood....
And then. Then I got this message on myspace that seriously just turned my mood around:
hi my name is hannah(obviously) and i'm really not trying to be super stalkerish. i'm friends with lydia russo&lauren price and a long time ago i was stumbling around lydia's livejournal and i came to your site and every now and then i read your livejournal. again,srsly not trying to be stalkerish. but you are really incredible. and strong and the kind of person i'd just always want to be around. i think i saw you last night at panic! (were you there?) and i was going to say hey but then remembered that you have no idea who i am. but! i just wanted to say hi because you are pretty sweet at life. and you do pwn.
I'm honestly so touched. Thanks Hannah if you're reading this. :)
Dear Dee,
I'm addicted to Sudoku and GCH. I blame you.
thanks!
:-D mee