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[amusanteart28]

Im not really dealing with the whole breakup thing all too well. Its weird how you go from feeling strong to feeling like hell within the matter of minutes. Its really bad at night because at night is when I used to write him and talk to him. I hate how I cant tell him that I love him anymore and I hate that he doesn’t tell me he loves me. It hurts

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[barsanddrums]

The first true love is always the hardest. You don't ever really completely get over it, I know I never have and it's been so many years that you hadn't even hit puberty when it ended. BUT, you learn a lot from it all, and any mistakes you made or didn't see at the start you learn to see long before it even begins. It's something everyone needs to go through to grow and learn what's right for them. As much as it hurts everyone in the end it's benifitial.

And don't worry about what not to expect. Like my favorite quote from my favorite Megadeth (which I'm almost fanatical about) song goes.

"Turn up my collar, welcome the unknown, remembered that you said 'one day you walk alone'."

I know you have it in you without ever having met you that you have what it takes to do just fine with someone or on your own. The unexpected is nothing to be afraid of, but rather to be embraced, because you never know what change will bring, and like the two most said expressions I've ever heard go. 1.) Everything happens for a reason. 2.) You can't

[amusanteart28]

:-) you rock!

[barsanddrums]

;-) You're very welcome. Here's to hoping for the best for you. I know the best will come around for you when you're ready for it. So just hold tight and enjoy yourself and one day you'll wake up and realize just how good you have it, and how much you've grown from everything you've been through.