So everyone. i'm here again. and im trying everything to get myself out of my fucking mood and i just cant. I went to a graduation party the other day and i tried to be happy and i think i appeared ok. But inside al li wanted to do was steal some jack and drown myself in it in the woods. And im sick of being angry at other guys because theyve ( Read more... )

The rain, it started tapping on the window near my bed. There was a loophole in my dreaming ( Read more... )

I feel lonely. i think its cuz Act is over. I always feel more loved at Act than anywhere else. I love everybody there so much. I was thinking on the last day, when everyone was snapping pictures and crying, and hugging. i felt weird, out of place. IDk y. I miss jenna. With Jena I knew where i stood. She finally hugged me again on the last ( Read more... )

Welcome Ladies and Gentleman ( Read more... )

Send away for a priceless gift ( Read more... )

"So Far Away ( Read more... )

I am also completely commitment phobic. I'm beginning to realize soem things about myself. Hahaha. So now this journal is dedicated to the philosophy of the Z-Factor.

Hello everybody ( Read more... )

So yah, interesting day today. I went to an Honors Breakfast at RHAM, really boring but i got out of two periods. Dissected crayfish in Bio, not fun, cuz i hate bugs and critters. So, I have been doing some thinking, and I've realized that as a person I have never really devoted myself to someone. IDk y, but its jsut the way I am, and so when ( Read more... )

Hey HEY, everyone. Awesome times today with my homies from Act in New York. Missed everyone who didnt go tho. On the bus there were some awesome things goin down. Cool quotes and the like that i'll share later. Then my group went to belly delly deli for lunch and then Hairspray. Hairspray was sick. Uum ride back was fun too. Jared is my ( Read more... )