I've been trying so hard lately.

This just...well it fucking sucks.

I'm surprised at how hurt I am.

But I am.

I go through these ridiculous spurts ( Read more... )

Does it get exhausting ( Read more... )

Line ( Read more... )

So I made Chris talk to the potential boy. He tested him something "blah blah that cute girl Maria up front, she's such a cool girl man you should go for it" and he wrote back "thanks man, i'll talk to her Thursday." And BOOM Bernie called me out on my entire existence ( Read more... )

Another day, another bottle ( Read more... )

I'm not ashamed to admit that I am secretly praying for the snow to be horrible tomorrow. I still despise the idea of snow, but I'm currently despising the idea of work just a bit more ( Read more... )

I'm reading up on Buddhism. It really is the coolest "religion". I spent the past 3 hours flipping through the pages of this book I bought, totally fascinated. The strangest thing to me, was that without even realizing it on a conscious level...I took a highlighter and a notebook and started taking notes on everything I read. My Buddha Book. I have ( Read more... )

Ok so here's what ( Read more... )

My eyes flutter open ( Read more... )