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i am thankful for the kissing that makes me smile as we come up for oxygen.

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i finally got a job.

now honestly.
whats the point in causing other humans to suffer simply because a heavy heart exists behind your ribcage? i do try to live passionatly and stay as open minded as possible - although after a while, deceit gets terribly exhausting. once again, its undecided who i am able to trust.

you dont have to fuck people over to survive.

your existance makes me have tears sometimes that are not sad.

apologies.

but its difficult to restrain my barbarity
when humanity doesnt stop laughing
and demons are racing around in circles
pushing pig-sized eyeballs
with tapered sticks.

my brain has always had such extremly different thoughts than anybody i know. the one person i can remotely relate to is my father, and hes absolutely nuts. its always been hard for others to follow my train of thought. in middle school when kids were starting to do sexual stuff and experiment with drugs, i was playing video games, looking at ( Read more... )

if you are a male between the ages of 15 - 20 who is moderately interesting, good-looking, a great kisser, willing to think the world of me, entertaining and not a bastard, feel free to send me an instant message. (note: i am rediculously picky).

i had a strange night.

fear, i think, will never cease to exist completly. ive learned to accept anxiety boiling in my stomach and trillions of nerves all doing choreographed backflips throughout my limbs. with a polite greeting and nod they are gone.

you make me so proud.