Finally...someone looked at me. And not just a glace, but a stare, right into my eyes and asked me about me. Sigh....(eyes flutter with joy). Hes kind and smart...and a christian (raises up arms in triumphal victory). And he thinks i'm unique....i told him unique isnt always good ( Read more... )

Rain. So much rain that you wonder whether torential floods are truly more likely than the ever hyped tunami, which according to the newspaper should hit any moment. .... nope didnt hit....wait....nope still didnt ( Read more... )

I'm home! Feels so good-- I've spent the last few days hugging old friends and feeling estatic to be back. Glad to be in class again too, though, unfortunatly its going to take a little while to be able to stay awake in class again. Life is good ( Read more... )

I've been in california for about a week...and now i'm thinkin, when can i leave? Its been cool though, dont get me wrong, its just been simply tumultuous (look it up in a dictionary smart kid). First thing i did when i got in was see my friends from college. That was cool-- It was like no time had passed at all and it was all of us just hanging ( Read more... )

Thank God-- my amazing provider and master---> I have the money for next term!! I am blessed beyond beleif to know that i will be in this beautiful place for at least 3 more months. It blows my mind how great he is....Psalm 8: "What is man that God should be mindful of him"....good stuff

Finally-- LJ friends from Ecola! Due to their ademant request, i have agreed to update. I havent in weeks because i feel like i have nothing to say. What could i say? Should i inform friends back home of my minute to minute activities...none of which you care about...all of which are a futile attempt to recapture friendships that fade with each ( Read more... )

School has started...life is simultaneous different yet the same. Here i am in this place- the same place i've been for almost 4 months- but its entirely different. Add 125 students, change the schedule of my day (from work 8 hours a day to class for 4 hours)...and this is now my life. And its good. The people are cool...though people tend to ( Read more... )

I dont feel like updating anymore. I find that it is a futile attempt to stay connected to people who are too far away...trying to recover friendships that would never be the same. So i hesitate to update. Because i used to update out of a need to reach out and express myself...but i spend much more time writing in my paper journal and not ( Read more... )

A few friends and i took off a few days ago on a road trip and now im here in seattle. The three of us just happened to get 3 days off of work after working for 10 days straigh (pulling 10-12 hour days). Anne and i drove up in Matt's BMW...which is a beautiful car. Seattle is amazing- I think i decided that if i want to move to a big city it ( Read more... )

Hello LJ friends! Its been too long, i know. The retarded computers they give us to use wont let me check lj (i know i've explained this before). But now, one of the guys here has a computer in his room and he is a computer guy, so he figured out how to pirate the internet acess...woohoo for computer nerds! Anyways, so i'm sitting here in his ( Read more... )