The waiting game sucks.

[amy_the_strange]

University stuff is making me feel sick to my stomach.
Perhaps music was a mistake...a big fat waste of time and money.

I am sure hoping not.

Comments

[panda__eyes]

I don't think music is a mistake. You're weallie good in music. And besides, u should probably wait for your results b'fore saying that it's a big fat waste of time and money.

I hope you did great.
And yes, the waiting game does suck. >

[dear_ying]

oh sweetie! don't worry, everything is gonna work itself out perfectly, and you're going to be so happy you took that time and money and put it towards music, cuz like Ingrid said, you are an amazing musician! I have faith in you! *hugz*

[soul_pages]

me three! in teh faith department:)

[amy_the_strange]

Aww...thanks guys! You are all great too! I actually didnt post this looking for sympathy...and in retrospect, its a little life-is-hopeless in nature, isnt it?

Nah, I was just really tired and got thinking about how much money this year has cost me and the fam (between lessons, the auditions themselves, accompanists, the actual instrument, the theory classes/exams...)...and then the combination of that and the tiredness lead me to thinking about "my God, what if I don't get in this year? what if I dont get in EVER?". But honestly, I dont think I should start to think that way just yet...Gotta keep that hope going until the last second, right? (I AM going to get in. I AM going to get in hahaha)

But the worry remains. Its just a bit of a stressful time for me, what with these other auditions fast approaching and everyone hearing back from other universities...ah well...I've made my mess, so to speak! I AM enjoying this year, its just...right now sucks. But you guys are all amazing...it'd suck a whole lot more without support!
I <3