Title: Guess who
Series: fun fic friday
Written by:
amyafaRating: pg13
Summary: fix it for Canon. Reid and Luke play chess. They get disturbed.
Prompt: Fun Fic Friday prompt of Guess who
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Otherwise they would be happy.
Guess who. A fix it for Canon.
Right after the friendly chess game.
"Reid, You are babbling again"
"I am sorry. I don't know what else to do."
Luke could not help himself. He needed to kiss this man. Reid had opened up so much to him this afternoon. He saw a new side of doctor Oliver today. He was glad that Reid was being nice to him when they met today. After the last time they talked he would not be surprised if Reid wanted nothing to do with him anymore.
Not only did he confess that he has an alcohol problem but he also talked about Noah. After that Reid said he could not do this anymore and walked away. Luke assumed that was it. How could he expect that Reid could still care for him after that terrible night.
But being with Reid felt so right. He wanted to kiss Reid to let him know he was having feelings for him to.
Oh my it felt so good to kiss Reid. Soon Reid was kissing him back with just as much enthusiasm.
"I want be alone with you". Reid said.
"This is happening so fast"I said lucky for me Reid just continued kissing me "And that is bad why" he softly said witch made me smile.
"Oh no. Guess who is at the door. Now he wants to see me". Reid followed the direction of my eyes and saw who was standing in front of my door. Peaking in instead off knocking.
Noah.
"Relax. He can't see clear from there yet". Reid said a little disappointment hidden in his voice.
"Reid. Noah and I aren't together anymore. I just don't want to lie to him anymore." I walked to the door to open it before Reid could tell me to keep still again.
"Noah. What a surprise. I have Reid over right now.I ran in to him this afternoon in old town. He told me you could go home today. I am so happy for you".
"Hello Luke, Doctor Oliver. I did not know you two where so close." Noah looked a bit angry with his eyes squinting. Maybe his eye's where hurting him.
"Well I told you we were getting along better after Dallas, Noah. He helped me search for my mothers new guest. I asked him to stay and keep me company after that. I like spending time with him. Oh hi Richard. Glad to see you again."
"Luke I need to talk to you. Alone please". Noah started walking outside again.
"We'll be right back guys" I said before I walked after him.
Noah looked angry now.
"Luke what is going on. It looked like you two were kissing."
"Look Noah I never meant to hurt you. I care about you. I probably always will. But we broke up. A long time ago. I told you I had to move on. I had to stop being in love with you. I am not with Reid. But I do have feelings for him. I am trying to get to know him better. And if I want to kiss him it is none off your business anymore"
I sat down on the bench before the house. Trying to keep calm "I never wanted you to find out like this Noah. I wanted to tell you. I tried to tell you not to focus on us but on getting better. You needed to be strong before and after the surgery. I am sorry that I could not tell you more than what I said that day outside. I moved on."
I waited for Noah to take it all in. I knew that since the surgery he had been wanting to just step back in a relationship with me. But I could not just forget the months he pushed me aside. I did not mean to fall for anyone else. But I must admit to my self that I felt a big pull toward Reid. I can't just ignore that because Noah might want me back.
Finally Noah stopped passing and went to sit in a chair opposite to me.
"The blur is gone. I can see clearly again.". Noah put up his hand as a sign to stop me from congratulating him. "Richard was with me but I wanted to come to you and tell you first. I could not see us together without my eyesight. I know that the accident was never your fault. I am sorry I let you feel guilty. But just being with you reminded me of what I lost. I could hear your voice and imagine what your face would look like. Because it was so familiar to me. Everything with you reminded me off what I lost. That hurt."
"I needed time apart to found out who I could be without my eyesight. I could not think of a us like that. Even though I agreed with the brake up I always assumed that if by some miracle I could get my sight back, you would take me back. After all you always did. I never expected you to move on."
"Noah, I would have fought for us to be happy for ever. With or without your eyesight. I am glad you can see clearly now. But when you kept pushing me away I could not take it anymore. You broke up with me. You alwaysdo that when we have a problem. I was always scared that you would leave me again. This time I broke up with you. Not because that is what I wanted. But I need to feel part of a partnership. Together for better and worse. You need your space when things are not good and I get clingy because I am to scared to stay behind. I loved you. But we don't want the same in a relationship. Even before the accident we were drifting apart. But you will always be special to me."
Noah looked straight at me. "So this is it. You do not want to give us another try. Do you honestly think that Doctor Oliver is going to be better for you than me. We have been trough so much together Luke."
"I don't know if Reid and I have a future together. We are just getting to know each other. But even without him it would not be a good idea for us to be together anymore. We tried to make it work so often already. A relationship takes effort. But it should not be put aside every time things happen just to try again later. I will always be there for you Noah. Just not as your boyfriend anymore."
Noah nodded. "I get it Luke. Butt I don't like it. Could you please ask Richard to come out. I don't want to see Doctor Oliver right now. I will call you tomorrow or the day after. I need some time."
I nodded and stood up. I wanted to give him a hug. I would like it if we could still be friends.I was glad he hugged me back. After a while I walked back into the house and asked Richard to pick Noah up outside.
I went to the sofa and put the chess board back before I sat down next to Reid.
"He can see. So now he knows about us. He saw us kissing". I said looking at my hands.
"I am glad he can see. Now what ?" Reid said.
"Dinner ? I am getting hungry and I like to continue talking to you. Without other people disturbing us. Is that ok?"
"Sure. That sounds like a plan."
Reid stood up and turned to me holding out his hand.
I do not know what my future will bring.
But I am looking forward to it.