i typed this up yesterday and didn't have a chance to post it ( Read more... )

so, i finally have a chance to update...a lot has happened ( Read more... )

oh dear, whats gone wrong with me? im just not interested in anything i used to be. swimming...band...nothing. it seems all i can think about is how happy i used to be. everything was home, and now it isn't. people are gone, traditions are over for good, what used to comfort me is out of my reach, and what i dream of is impracticle. i have no money ( Read more... )

so i came home today after my listening class and did laundry and cleaned my room....then i came home after history and continued in hopes of freeing up my saturday. i was planning on hanging out with christine since she said we were going to, but i guess she also promised ali they would go to omaha. im pretty disappointed....now i literally don't ( Read more... )

bleh. i haven't been feeling too hot the past two days...i keep getting stomach aches and bouts of extreme tiredness, you know....lots of blahness. i don't know why, i don't seem to be getting a cold, and my allergies are starting to fade. maybe its because i have so much on my mind. 1, theory just makes me angry, 2, i have $5 in my checking ( Read more... )

NO. WAY. i just saw a new commercial for chevy trucks and they SO stole amber and i's Mexirap song...well, its from Double Take, but i downloaded it and we used to drive through seacrest during lunch my junior year and act ghetto. the commercial is fitting, i suppose...its a big truck driving through 2 rows of more trucks that are on hydrolics.... ( Read more... )

i finally took care of my two late-add classes....symph. band and big red express....i love how the registration deadline is conveniently set the day after audition results are posted. anyways, had to go to some different buildings to get signatures, but it was fun going in some of them. i like buildings ( Read more... )

things i am excited about ( Read more... )

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this morning while cleaing my room up i listened to all the CD's from my honor bands in high school...listening to Children's March from Winter Winds at UNL just put tears in my eyes...theres something about it that just sums up the success of my musical career in high school...it just makes me so happy...i was everything i wanted to be, and i got ( Read more... )