I'm done with guys. I'm too tired to handle them. All guys want from me is my panties. Nothing more. The only thing guys know about me is what turns me on. I don't want that anymore. I want someone to know my favorite color. I'm going to have to wait for this, and I am willing to now. I'm going to make myself wait. No friends with benefits. Nothing

I've been acting numb lately. All this wacky stuff is happening all around me, and I can't produce any emotion. I guess I am afraid to trust others ( Read more... )

I watched the last episode of Laguna Beach. Amazing I believe. I'm happy for LC and Stephen. I love LC, and I can't wait to see her new show; I think it will be crappy though. Alex and Taylor's goodbyes made me break down the hardest. I hate saything goodbye. I know I am going to have to do this one day, I'm just afraid I won't be able to handle it ( Read more... )

Starting new. again ( Read more... )

I went to the zoo with Mel and my family. It was fun. I love Mel. I could never live without her ( Read more... )

Life is peachy.

we get out of school tomorrow at 11:15 am. im stoked. ah yes!

i bought a mini skirt. big plus on my part

lunch is the best. rap battles, changing pants because of sperm, fone sex, arizona national guard, throwing food, birthday's, cookies, gold fishies, hugs, iPods, starbursts, cameras.

it has offically happened, I am not boy crazy anymore. A lot happened today that got me thinking. I'm tired of having a new boy to makeout with every week. I want someone that i can offically call my own.

I am becoming extremly preppy latly. I think I like it too.

Sadie Hawkins dance sucked. Nobody was dancing except me and a few others. I love how I got a bunch of people to party boy Abby. I like party boying. :D

I don't think i was ready for everything I am going through. It is too much for me.

I can't believe it is September. August must have been one of thee best months i will ever have ( Read more... )

Frosh dance rocked. I tore up that place. I got layed by this one guy and his friend. That made me laugh. Basiclly I realized, I suck at dancing. But I guess I am not all that bad, I got layed. I hated getting all sweaty. Ugh, that was gross.

Later that night I basiclly just chillaxed. Went out to the park.