(Untitled)

[amycara]

Well... its been forever since i wrote on this journal but I figured I should get all my thoughts straight.. so here it goes... This weekend bob wrote how he was engaged on his facebook profile.. this while i tried to hide its effect on my mood leaked out and caused damage i fear with nate... so then this morning at bright and early 8am bob called

Comments

[lila_k]

I'm sorry. Boys are dumb.

<3

[iwonabebobdylan]

Hey. I don't know why but I logged on here. Take care Amy. This time I mean it. I know what you think now and everyone thinks about why I'm talking to you. I told you I was mixed up a little still just like you. But given the control you claim I hold over you I realize now no matter what gesture of friendship I make it will always be percieved as trying to get your attention. You know for once when I started talking to you again I genuinely made an effort to not steal you away, or steer you or however you want to word it. I thought we were both adult enough to talk honestly. Yeah I said things in the conversation better left out but when has my mouth not got me in trouble. I know this should be some email or phone call but I want everyone to see exactly what I write. Then they can interpret our conversations