Friends become acquaintances so easily ( Read more... )

Just like my soul. -.-


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is over.

I say the wrong things all the time. My bad. (Referring to my WM comment, as well as other things that's been going on. Hah.)

And the 'he' in my life pretty much disappeared. I'm getting frustrated more and more. I just want to give up, and that's probably what I'm going to do. I don't want to make myself look desperate, because I'm really not. I ( Read more... )

I'm really glad I don't have to deal with the "Warren Mott" bullshit anymore. I feel bad for those that have to deal with the shady ass, no self-respect, bitches from there.

On a brighter note... Wait, there really isn't a brighter note right now. Haaaaaaaaah. :|

It's crazy to think that it's been so long. It surely doesn't feel like it. I still cry about him. I miss him. I can't just move on. I'm better about talking about him now then before, but I still get choked up and my eyes water. My mom and I had dinner together and she just started talking about him, and it just made me want to go home and cry. ( Read more... )

I've seen him everyday since Friday? I think. We definitely are able to see each other. He comes over anywhere from 9pm til almost midnight. I'm actually really surprised at my mom letting him do so, but so glad. Maybe it will work. And maybe it won't. I've actually cleared my mind and I'm okay. I don't really know how to explain it.

Today was the ( Read more... )

Hahahaha. I came across these pictures again.


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because he thinks we'll hate each other because we're both busy. I'm not mad at all. I'm devastated, though. I fail at relationships, so I guess I was silly for even thinking about it.

I don't really feel like saying too much, but I don't want to give up that easily. Not just yet.

with him. That night I was talking about was cute. And I saw him twice today.

:]