and im just getting to sleep. yep i <3 our new found russian friends cuz they keep us up all night. i get this boost of confidence when im dancing with them and break out my sweet dance moves that i've been hiding from everyone. they're so fun. i'm so glad everyone came up tonight, talk about a spontaneous adventure...props to mandy for the ( Read more... )

so yesterday was a little scary. I woke up at 7:15 for class, got in the shower and blacked out 3 times. I had to hold myself up to keep from falling over. I then had terrible abdominal pain right below my ribs. Katie rushed me to ER. I got sick a few times there which was awful. They gave me a shot for my pain and an IV to keep me hydrated. ( Read more... )

I'm going to New York with Mandula in about a month to see Roberto and NYC!!! I'm so excited, I've never been and it's going to be amazing. Mandy says I have to wear my hair in the fauxhawk the whole time haha. So of course I'm gonna do it. It's NYC why not right? Then I get home and not even a month later, I go to Florida with my fam. and ( Read more... )

my party was a complete success. I had a DJ, how fucking cool is that. Everything turned out great and I'm so glad that all the people I wanted to come could make it. JR and Megan put together a surprise dinner for me at olive garden and it was fabulous :) I couldn't have asked for a better time. Makes me realize how many great people I have in ( Read more... )

So it goes unsaid that we've been here before,
Lonely nights, and endless fights and sleeping on the floor,
He's sorry, so the story goes,
It's read and replayed and ends the same way.

Stop expecting change,
Hes just a lost cause that you're waiting on,
Take a look around, you could have anyone,
So leave undeserving him.

saw rent last night......marc you were right, that's all i have to say. oh and mimi should've died, that would've made for a way better ending. at least the singing and music was sweet ( Read more... )

You Are Changing Leaves
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i must be having some crazy ass dreams lately.....while in deep sleep last night, i got out of bed picked a shirt off my floor and neatly folded it and set it on my chair. i also put my hair up into a half pony tail, which now that it's so short, takes a lot of effort. bizarre i know. perhaps it was the benadryl. i hear that shit fucks you up ( Read more... )

Life is stressing me out so completely that it's nauseating.  Work and finals are giving me indigestion.  The last thing I want is to have to stay up here once I am finished with all this bull shit.  I can't even go home for more than a fucking day to see my friends.  If i take one more look at my notes I just might scream.  I can't even think ( Read more... )