Once again, shit pretty much hits the fan for me ( Read more... )

If I could scream right now without waking up everyong in a 5 mile radius, I WOULD ( Read more... )

Well making the Thanksgiving dish went really great. Every one was really happy with it and I got alot of compliments on it. I so happy and very proud of myself for not fucking it up. Thanksgiving was great. Although, I didn't call my parents at all. I guess I should do that today or tomorrow ( Read more... )

Yes I know...Once again I vanished right? I can't help it too much. I am sorry though for not being around. I've been trying not to get sick with this stupid crazy weather we are having. Plus, my computer, as always, has been running extremely slow. I've also been sucked back into watching Prince of Tennis again ( Read more... )

I am still alive. I promise ( Read more... )

Things have been pretty damn crazy for me as of late. I know that I haven't been online at all and I am so very sorry about this. I'm still having issues with trying to deal with my dad and him not living forever like he was suppose to. Little things will set me off into a fit of crying and I am having really bad dreams most nights ( Read more... )

I guess I'm alright talking about this now ( Read more... )

FUCK FUCK FUCK

Amy is not happy nor doing well.
I really hate fucking crying my eyes out. I just want to hit something so fucking hard.

I think that I may have found out what the fuck is wrong with me. I decided to do a little digging into heart palpitations and found something sort of disturbing. I honestly can't say that this is the problem but the symptoms are right on. I would have to go to a doctor to find out for sure but that scares me. Surgery is one of the many things ( Read more... )

Firstly ( Read more... )