Comments | amyloves: It was an Ass-Slappin' good time...

amyloves

It was an Ass-Slappin' good time...

Feb 21, 2006 00:04

I've been putting this entry off for some time, and I'm not sure if it has been intentional, or simply because I have been going non-stop since graduating. I've recently become on the verge of tears (the last 5 minutes or so) for reasons I can't explain, which is why it felt so odd to me to be typing the "Subject line" that I did. However, I can ( Read more... )

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theaterguru February 21 2006, 15:22:35 UTC

So drew gets his name in bold and I get mentioned hardly?;) Just playing. I read the whole thing and I want to say that I miss seeing you. To see all of that written out, after you and I had tallked about basically all of that at a time here or there, is just showing me that you finally are getting past the negative:) I will also mention that you said "this isn't a diary" and it kind of is ames, lol. Nonetheless, I am glad I got to be part of your 11 days and got to help make your crew assignment a good one:)

amyloves February 22 2006, 11:40:34 UTC

HaHaHa Awww to be honest, there was soooo much more I could have typed...Like how I poured my heart and soul into you every.single.day!! HaHa I was really lucky to have you there with me, and I honestly don't know if I could have handled not having a person like you to encourage me along my journey there. I don't even know how it turned into the entry that it did HaHa, I really just wanted to dedicate an entire entry to just my crew assignment and how amazing it was, and how basically all the cast members MADE me go to the cast party...I mean...they asked ME, someone who they met during their Production week, to attend their cast party...And I know I kept telling them all no, that I felt silly to intrude...And I'm such a DORK, for thinking it's such a big deal...But GAH, I mean how lucky was I to have a wonderful last week there?...Bitter Sweet to say the least. haha and now that i've typed an entirely new entry...we'll chat soon ;o)

beatlegirl59 February 21 2006, 15:38:38 UTC

Yeah, I'm cool and read that whole thing.

And I only have one thing to say.

CONGRATULATIONS!!!

amyloves February 22 2006, 11:41:32 UTC

Thanks Laurie!!! You're a loyal reader, and I commend you for taking on such a task!! HaHa :o)

trafficcones February 21 2006, 18:17:50 UTC

congrats on graduating! =)
i'm sorry you had a rough time with emerson... for me, it was exactly the opposite. emerson wasn't my first choice, but i ended up going for several reasons, didn't get housing freshman year, and was miserable. but then it turned out to be the greatest 4 years of my life.
maureen shea's an idiot... also, ever notice how much she looks like brian dennehy?
even though i had a totally different experience at emerson, i've been there and know what it can be like, so even though i can't pretend to understand, i sort of have an idea, and it's great that you made it through. and i'm gllad you had a positive experience right at the end, because sometimes i feel like a spokesman for emerson college and i hate it when people have negative experiences. =)

amyloves February 22 2006, 11:51:29 UTC

Thanks so much! You know what's amazing, I think I saw you like a total of 2 times while you were still there, and I honestly think in my entire time there, I saw Olivia like twice, and from afar even!! For Emerson being a small school that just still seems crazy to me. I feel like I tried sooo many things while I was there, and that there was nothing more I could have done to try and improve my time...but at the same time, it's like I totally remember thinking out why I did what I did...Like when I pledged for AEPhi...I was a loser and should have pledged for the freakin co-ed (musical theatre) sorority/fraternity...I think I just believed that because I never made any shows, and that musical theatre people always become close through those circumstances, that I would probly just still feel like an outsider and be all depressed that I wasn't performing with all of them...(it sorta makes sense, i suppose)...And I know I REALLY Wish that I was given my crew assignment immediately upon entering the Theatre Studies department, ( ... )

togytaco February 22 2006, 17:44:30 UTC

i'm going to have to second laurie's sentiment, there. just, congratulations. you made it through! and it was such a hard experience for you - but you did it. you stuck with it. and you got that diploma, and you got that life experience (even though it was never what you would have hoped for). i'm so sorry that emerson turned out as it did - that your roommate was so WHORE-RIBLE, that you didn't get cast (which is insane), that the faculty was so freaking ridiculous. it's so unfair. but you did it ( ... )