lame

[amyluvsyou]

is what I am.

I got a 99/100 on my epidemiology midterm, which made me feel awesome.

but like, I was reading some old stuff on here and made me feel lame...I guess its hard to not think about  the past or pretend that it didnt matter, cuz at the time it did, and I cant help thinking about it and imposing it on how I feel now.

Comments

[mrshannibal]

yeah, but don't delete old posts...it lets you know how you were doing and where you are now...

[amyluvsyou]

thats a good point...I also really think that if all that stuff hadn't have happened we wouldn't be where we are at this point...its just hard to look bakc and remember all that stuff sometimes...

[mrshannibal]

i completely understand...i'm the same and thought of deleting a bunch of my posts, but i haven't yet...