everything has been going so well.

and Im super thankful.

So last night sucked. My car broke down at safeway while I was buying alcohol for the bonfire I was supposed to go to and for my sister and her friends. Then come to find out, I didnt even need my alcohol cuz Andrew decided he didnt want to go cuz he didnt have gas money even though not even 5 minutes earlier he was making plans to come get me. If ( Read more... )

about deleting this thing.

we'll see.

or he's wearing his patch on the wrong s-s-s-side.

So, this weekend was chill again...nothing too exciting went on, but I got some studying done and still made time to get my luandry done and clean and see my friends a bit.

Im so nervous about this test, but I feel really good. Im pretty happy lately. its a nice change of pace. Im getting a long well ( Read more... )

 these are the last words I ever said.
Im not ready to die just yet.

Yesterday was weird. Got into a fight and then made up fairly well. Sometimes I dont know what to do about that boy...he always makes up for it when he pisses me off, though haha.

anyways, school is sucking ass right now. speaking of which, I have class, and then work, and then ( Read more... )

So this weekend was sort of lame, but it was pretty relaxing not to have a ton of stuff to do and party all weekend. Dont get me wrong. I love to party, but sometimes its nice to just chill ( Read more... )

is where I've been at for the last few months.

btw.

its a shitty fuckin place.

To alcohol and cigarettes and Mary Jane
To keep me insane and doing someone else's cocaine

This weekend was great. It had its rough spots...arguing with Jarrod, my parents fighting and my dad taking off for a while, etc. but altogether I had a good time.

the kegger was especially fun, a lot of my friends together at once chillen andd having a good ( Read more... )

that this song was written about me....it describes pretty much every relationship that I've ever been in

There's blood in my mouth 'cause I've been biting my tongue all week
I keep on talkin' trash but I never say anything
And the talkin' leads to touchin'
and the touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left

And It's bad news
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I know I havent written for a while.

I just wanted to say I fucking love my physics lab partner.

he's hella cute, hella funny, and he has the same stupid ass sense of humor as me. and the rest of our group (two stuck up little asian broads) totally hate us cuz we try to have fun and laugh a little...or a lot. haha we cause a ruckus.