wow. i havent been on in like a month and a half. thats a long friggen time. i just tried to go on myspace, and its under construction, when i read that, my heart skipped a beat. that is SO sad. i am so addicted to myspace, just like i was addicted to LJ not too long ago ( Read more... )

i wish there was anyone here to talk to.

holy crap. its pouring. i thought it didnt rain in the desert.
also, jess is hot.
time for class.
bye.

THIS IS GONNA BE REALLY FAST AND SHORT BECAUSE IM TOO GIDDY TO TYPE A LOT. SO I MET THIS WICKED AWESOME HOT CHICK AND I HAVE THE HUGEST LESBIAN CRUSH ON HER AND NOW WE HAVE PLANS FOR TOMORROW AND IM SO EXCITED I CANT EVEN FINISH MY HOMEWORK.

you always manage to rip open fresh scars.
you always make me question.
and then you always disappear.
without a trace.
and you leave me wondering. questioning.
and crying.
again.

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i dont want to be sad anymore.
my loneliness is eating me
inside out
from my core
soon enough ill be truly as empty
as i feel i am.
then i wont be sad anymore
because ill have ceased to exist.

i was driving and a red ant crawled in my shoe and bit me.
it sucked.
bye.

19 credits this semester. all on tuesdays and thursdays.
working... hopefully 40 hours a week. on all other days. cept maybe sundays.
i think i just signed myself up to explode.
whatever.
applesauce is yummy.
bye.

W0ULD Y0U ( Read more... )