i've been updating my journal 5 or 6 times in the last 2 weeks... but i would end up closing the window or pushing cancel or something... i've had so much to say but i don't know where to start or what all to say. if i talk about life at college people get mad at me but sorry.. i'm at college right now so if i'm gonna talk about what i'm doing ( Read more... )

how come my life can never be simple... i can never just have everything go my way!!! not like anyone can have those things anyways.. but still i would like to have just one day like that ( Read more... )

i'm sorry for hurting you.. i'm sorry if i wasn't there for u.. i never meant to hurt u or do anything to make u mad at me. understand u are my favorite buddy and will always be that.. please don't be mad at me.. i just want to be there for u... i love u now and will always.. ok that's getting alittle weird there.. haha! i love u buddy and i can't ( Read more... )

Today was a day i wish no one ever had to live through....same as with every other day since i've left to come here. I love it here don't get me wrong.... i love it at home and u all know that. is there ever gonna be a happy medium... no matter where i'm at i'm always dirt... and dirt it is that i will remain! at home i'm nothing but someone to ( Read more... )

How Bad Are You Really ( Read more... )

i leave in less than 2 days... wow has the time flied... less than 2 days til i'm 18.... seems like only yesterday i was anticipated being 5-go to school or 10- gotta love double digits or 13- finally a teen or 16- driving or 17- r rated movies... wow i'm almost an adult!!! what a great and horrible b-day gift... get to go to college but have to ( Read more... )

i'm not too religious as most of u know... but i think i found a reason to be more religious!! his name is justin.. he's the reason why i should be more religious!! on sunday when i was at my staff meeting... a few of my bosses and workers were praying for me...and one of them, jenn, prayed that i would meet some christian friends also more than ( Read more... )

i haven't written much lately so i figured i'd better get to writing!!! well yesterday i went to see princess diaries 2 with yvonne and gabs!! it was so funny....i wanna see it again!! yvonne slept over last nite..well slept over isn't quite the word let's just say i never returned her yesterday!! we played carpenter from 6pm-2am it was great ( Read more... )

Time you started: 11:59 ( Read more... )

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