Just two more days
until Ian's surgery,thank goodness. I had no idea I'd be so upset. I must be PMSing, I'm so weepy
i really want another beer but it's almost midnight so I guess that would probably be a bad idea. I haven't been writing because I've felt on the urge of tears for days. I'm so buried at work, there is no way things will be cleared up by Thursday and I won't be able to even think about work until next Monday or Tuesday. Ian says he is thinking of the surgery constantly, Friday can not come soon enough. Trevor is going to the hospital with us and Sunshine said she'd check in Friday evening. Mom and Sam will be up to see him on Saturday. I plan to stay at the hospital until he comes home. If mom's there I can run home Saturday to eat and shower.
I'm really sad, getting ready to go into that awful period of time between Ian's birthday and mine. I feel so old this year, wondering where my life has gone.
Oh well, it's late and I really don't have the energy to work up to a good moan and bitch session. Tomorrow is another day, maybe I'll actually get some things accomplished.
i really want another beer but it's almost midnight so I guess that would probably be a bad idea. I haven't been writing because I've felt on the urge of tears for days. I'm so buried at work, there is no way things will be cleared up by Thursday and I won't be able to even think about work until next Monday or Tuesday. Ian says he is thinking of the surgery constantly, Friday can not come soon enough. Trevor is going to the hospital with us and Sunshine said she'd check in Friday evening. Mom and Sam will be up to see him on Saturday. I plan to stay at the hospital until he comes home. If mom's there I can run home Saturday to eat and shower.
I'm really sad, getting ready to go into that awful period of time between Ian's birthday and mine. I feel so old this year, wondering where my life has gone.
Oh well, it's late and I really don't have the energy to work up to a good moan and bitch session. Tomorrow is another day, maybe I'll actually get some things accomplished.