Haven't written in a very long time. Alot going on and also nothing. Same old shit over and over. Not really worth talking or writing about. But if i don't say or write the words they just go around and around in my head.
I'm sure it's mostly hormones or something but I am rather tired and sad. Don't know what I am doing with myself. Heather is basically gone although we've spent some time together recently it just feels like filling time. I'm very lonely and wanting things I can't have again. Just moody and blue, I'm sure things will look better tomorrow.